Will I ever Smile again

I’m not a woman who has had it easy and I don’t tell alot of people what I’ve actually been through I’ve had my a roller-coaster of a life and not many people along the way to help me. Let’s go back to the start I was young and full of life I would have done anything to help family and friends if I could. I started dated someone I thought was a wonderful man he was kind enough and loving at the start made me feel special bought me flowers when I was down to cheer me up. We moved in together 2004 I remember like it was yesterday. Everything was fine. 1 year later one day it all changed it was like he was prosessed he became very controlling and possessive couldn’t go out never had friends wouldn’t dress the way I wanted to made me feel worthless never understood what changed or what I did. He became very violent locked me up while he drank smacked me around untill I passed out. At that time I felt it was to late to get out it became more and more likely that I wouldn’t get out at all i feared him he knocked out my teeth and I never had the money to fix them he said I’m gonna make u that ugly no one will want u.. That’s the short story Well I did get away 7 years of hell I was free and I was a shell of a woman. I hide from the world. Then 5 years later I met my husband he’s the most amazing person I could ask for he found me at my lowest and built me back up brick by brick and I really think that someone was watching over me because he came out of the blue and he’s always shown me what true love is always been truthful and loyal and he shows me he loves me every day. So my message is this to anyone man or woman going through something similar to my story you can get the strenth to leave you don’t deserve to be treated horrible like your worth nothing. I will one day get my teeth sorted and be able smile again.. BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. Be Strong… Xxxx

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