A little taste of Goodness

Healthy , salad with eggs and pasta

A little taste of goodness this afternoon i had a healthy dish home made of course not hard to boil a egg and stick some pasta on , i just realised how expensive it really is to eat healthy i mean you can go to your local takeout and get chips for a £1 i must say i had frozen foods and i dont like buying it but i do for the kids because they just love there pies i dont them ill start making my own homemade pies i think that would be fun to do any tips on how to would be fantastic home made pizza is that healthy ? i guess its all about how much you eat and not so much and how much you eat maybe ? who knows all i know is family of 4 trying the healthy side of life isnt cheap need to find a way that works for all of us , the school meals my daughters say aren’t healthy at all so eating that at school and then eating healthy at home how would i get around that , maybe pack lunch all i know is to stay away from certain foods and eat less and often as they say ill let you know how the homes made stuff goes .

Time for a change time isn’t on my side.

Think its time to change the way i live my life at the moment i am unwell sick with pain from the bulging disk i have at times its so painful i cant move and i get sent to hospital to have a dose of there powerful medication i find it hard to workout and have the strength to get through it i shouldn’t be feeling like this i am only 35 my dad who is 66 has more bounce than i have and hes not in the best of health i miss working i miss my social life i had a good network of friends but as i become more ill it all disappeared i was the one who loved my job but the job i do is not friendly to your body is its it tall now i feel like a change is needed healthy eating , and all that jazz i think the most painful for me to overcome is going to be the exercise oh and yeah give up the cigs . i dont really drink only when its like birthdays or wedding celebrations i did all that when i was younger drinking on student nights going out early coming home the next morning lol . yep i was a rebel me and my partner are trying to a have a child something ive wanted to give him since we got together i know thats all hes ever wanted we lost our first she or he would of been 9 and every since then my body just wont give us what we truly desire he says if he never happens he will love me no matter what and that makes him a very special soul , he has not give up hope hes got more strength than he knows he has hes put up with me for so long . anyway thats a diffrent story than im sure ill share with you all one day first thing is first , STOP eating JUNK food lol going to be hard as im a chocoholic and when im upset i comfort eat im sure alot of people have here sin foods lol. Wish me luck and ill keep you all up todate on whats going on i know ive got the push through the pain no matter what comes i need to have this CHANGE …

11th January 2019

I feel the need to out my words out maybe it will help maybe it wont but who knows maybe it will help me cope better with the loss i felt that day i want to tell you of how amazing he actually was i gave him so much love and he gave me so much more than i think he ever knew . lets go back to when i first met him i was working and came home from my job at the local bowling ally first person i saw was my partner he had the biggest smile on his face i thought aw how nice to see my partner waiting for me to come home . he said look who i found and on the couch there was this little black cat curled up in a ball my first thought was wow how Beautiful . I fell in love instantly at first we thought he was a she and we named him mystique out of the xmen lol well after a couple days we soon realised that she was a he and we named him Sylvester .that night he slept on the sofa he never moved slept with so much peace like he had a rough time and he was glad of the peaceful sleep the next morning he was still there looking me like im hungry what you going to feed me human . looking so cute soon the years past he became my go to friend when i was sad he would push his head against mine letting me know that he was round and i shouldn’t be sad i was at that time going though something that know one should ever have to and thats for another time to tell . he came into my life at the lowest and kept me going he kept me alive over the years we became so attached where i was he was he soon became my best friend he would know when i was hurting or sad he just knew and that might sound crazy to some people but its true he made my life at more fun and showed me that he wasn’t just a cat . he wasn’t normal size cat he was a big lad not a fatty more stocky in the right places he became so attached he would sleep night to me every night and i got to the point where he wouldn’t sleep any where else and if he wasn’t beside me he was above me like he was watching over me He became really protective over me i know not many people love cats and think that Cats are evil and cant get attached or cant love then all i can say is im sorry you didnt meet Sylvester . He was a real character after 10years of love and devotion on the 11th January He fell asleep in my arms . I personally dont think ill ever get over him i still cry seeing a picture or even saying his name it been 4 months and its not getting any easier good BYE sylvester and thank you xx

Best feeling

Don’t know about you but the best feeling in my world is shutting the curtains and saying goodbye world see you in the morning 😂 Yep I do that. Sitting Down with your love one watching your favourite TV show feet up coffee and your favourite biscuits. Feet up 👆 nothing better family is worth so much take your time and love them who want it.

The Hornbeats


are a function band who play soul funk and rock n roll . its a nine piece band and the saxophone man is my dad who is wonderful by the way and im not just saying that because hes my dad lol , my dad has been playing since 1989 and been band for around 30 years at the moment he is playing with a band called the Hornbeats really good band who have a really good sound . so you want a real good night why not go and see them there next gig are a ticket festival is on friday 5th july 2019 at Grasshoppers Lightfoot Green Ln, Preston PR4 0AP and on the 6th july at the Wheatsheaf Ashton 50 WATER LANE, ASHTON-ON-RIBBLE, PRESTON PR2 2NL and is a free Entry come along and see them you will definitely have a amazing time .