Will I ever Smile again

I’m not a woman who has had it easy and I don’t tell alot of people what I’ve actually been through I’ve had my a roller-coaster of a life and not many people along the way to help me. Let’s go back to the start I was young and full of life I would have done anything to help family and friends if I could. I started dated someone I thought was a wonderful man he was kind enough and loving at the start made me feel special bought me flowers when I was down to cheer me up. We moved in together 2004 I remember like it was yesterday. Everything was fine. 1 year later one day it all changed it was like he was prosessed he became very controlling and possessive couldn’t go out never had friends wouldn’t dress the way I wanted to made me feel worthless never understood what changed or what I did. He became very violent locked me up while he drank smacked me around untill I passed out. At that time I felt it was to late to get out it became more and more likely that I wouldn’t get out at all i feared him he knocked out my teeth and I never had the money to fix them he said I’m gonna make u that ugly no one will want u.. That’s the short story Well I did get away 7 years of hell I was free and I was a shell of a woman. I hide from the world. Then 5 years later I met my husband he’s the most amazing person I could ask for he found me at my lowest and built me back up brick by brick and I really think that someone was watching over me because he came out of the blue and he’s always shown me what true love is always been truthful and loyal and he shows me he loves me every day. So my message is this to anyone man or woman going through something similar to my story you can get the strenth to leave you don’t deserve to be treated horrible like your worth nothing. I will one day get my teeth sorted and be able smile again.. BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. Be Strong… Xxxx

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ever get that feeling…

You ever get that feeling no matter what you do your always being judged. I’ve had alot of stuff happen in my life and one day I’ll open up about my personal experiences let you know how it’s made me a stronger person and knowing what really if you haven’t been in someone’s shoes you don’t have the right to be judgemental towards them. I haven’t really got alot of people left I trust and to think of it that way is very upsetting the one person I trust completely is my husband he’s been there through most of the stuff I’ve have to deal with and with no fault of my own just people’s lack of support and proper knowledge of what happened. All I know is I am a good person and I never judge people without knowing the full extent of what’s happening I’ve lost so much but for the better I’ve moved on I built my life back up with the help of one man who loves me completely he’s seen me at my worst and picked me up when I needed him made me see the reason I should keep trying he definitely deserves me at my best I’m a very lucky lady having the love and support of my partner. I just wish I didn’t have to go through hell and back to find him. I wish I met him alot sooner than I did.

bringing back the MOODSTRUCK BELOVED

bringing back the MOODSTRUCK BELOVED pressed shadow palette with all-new colours for volume 2. Effortlessly buildable and blend-able, these exclusive floral shades of flirty pinks and luscious purples can help you create the perfect romantic eye for any occasion. Prepare for your romantic getaway, because with eyes like these, that special someone won’t be able to look away. this was are Valentines day special they loved it that much we brought it back just for them

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Musician man 66 years old amazing gentleman


Who said you can’t teach yourself a new trick. My dad the music man is a inspiration as such he started his career in music when he was around 40 teaching himself the basics and making his music career now a fantastic experience I’ve seen him play around the uk from pubs to clubs and what a blast its been I love taking my camera out even time he plays well when I can get out to see him as he’s about 40miles away now he’s 66 years old and got more energy than I do hah he’s such a lovely gentleman soul and I’m so lucky that he’s my dad he still plays his music and loving life.

Had a lovely night last night

Well i let my hair down yesterday had some Gin and lemonade oh wow it taste lovely we got theses given at Christmas 2018 as my husband works for the company they are made at and they give us a hamper , been wanting to try them for a while but theres always something in the way to spend time just us but yesterday we made time and it was awesome just like old time were we got merry watched are favourite tv show laughing and talking just being us after 10 years of being together sometimes you get stuck in a rut and forget about the small things things get over run by your life kids and work and forget how it all begin it was fab date night is defiantly on the cards and have a lot more of us time , the Liverpool Gin tastes amazing not had the others yet but i will let you know lol ,

Everyone is Beautiful and dont let anyone tell you differently.

Selfie … credit Louisa davies

Im not a self centred person i believe there is beauty in all of us people can be so mean name calling , like your ears dont match your hair isnt like mine i have a better body so many things i have had so many woman and men be cruel names do hurt they stick in your head and we all do it where not happy with our bodies and have this obsession of how we look to others im not the best looking person in the world but i know one thing i am beautiful inside and people who really care about you as a person will take you how ever you are , no matter what you look like beauty starts within so the next time someone is mean to you because of the way you look to them , doesn’t mean your not beautiful , it just means there ignorance cant see how wonderful you actually are ..

:Be yourself ;

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true friends will always love you for who you are inside.